Monday, August 27, 2007

asking for more

In that space, right now, there is this strong feeling of having broken through, I am not sure of what the next move is.

What does life tell you right now?

That once this target can be reached it no longer really matters.

Once it is easy, it’s simply part of life and no longer needs to be persued.

On the other hand, what I would really like is to be able to establish this deep and profound sense of joy and maybe tantric flow via these connections.

This is the next stage and once confidence is achieved, I am not sure how to do that.

What you feel now very strongly is that the women you did write to and who answer in a challenging way, miss you initiative and you connecting with them.

It’s their job to insult you and abuse you when you contact them but at the same time, they immensely miss it when you don’t give them the occasion to play that role.

This means that there is now a gap.

This gap is a natural call. This energy is asking for more.

There is definitely a new sense or feeling of love waking up which feels quite different than the original state.

Anyway. The question is how to communicate next? What to say next? Where to go next?

What is pretty clear is that activating this tool to the max is like playing an instrument.

It wants to flow and find its own melody.